NeuroLotus of Love

I drew the first flower and it seemed so ugly that I couldn't finish it, so I threw it away. At that time I realized how much I disliked myself. I cried. A day later I sat down to watch the master class again and finished the first lotus...now I'm crying again, but this time from the realization that I'm worthy of love.

I began by completing three neurolotus drawings! The girls at my friend's birthday party that I attended the following week noticed that I had a major shift in my feminine energy. I became a lot more comfortable with voicing my desires to my man, began to receive and ACCEPT compliments, stopped being shy in dressing up, began wearing skirts, choosing heels over flats. I feel like I became much more confident as a woman, my behavior has also changed. I am excited to continue monitoring my changes, as I understand that its a work in progress. My feminine energy has always been a problem for me, and now I am seeing amazing changes in myself!!

This masterclass was all about my female nature - fascination, pleasure, beauty, everything that was closed or hidden by me, disbelief in the fact that I am beautiful, rejection of compliments and emphasis on my beauty by those around me - these issues have been dissolved, all barriers are gone. Thank you Zulfiya, for the work we did during this master class. Will I continue to draw? YES!!!

Very active work with the feminine energy. It helped me to think about life and whether I am comfortable now or it is time to move towards a better option for myself. On the first two rounds I felt a sense of sadness. But the more my flower opened, the more my mood improved. At the end of the work there was complete satisfaction and a "Wow" effect. Thank you Zulfiya.

Thank you for this magical masterclass! I experienced so much kindness, positivity and warmth!!! So many thoughts came up, but I am not sure if I should talk about them here. I guess I wasnt expecting such a flow of emotions and thoughts that came through. I started with one drawing, and now I am thinknig that I want to purchase the other ones so that I can work through different areas of my life.

My first neurolotus. During the coloring step I had a huge influx of energy. My hands went for the red color intuitively. I do have a background in art, but I usually tend to go for pastel colours in my drawings. I decided to listen to Zulfiya and trust my inner voice. This is the result and to be completely honest with you, I am still struggling to believe that this is my work. Not only am I shocked by my choice of color and the emotions that came up throughout the process, but I am also shocked by the outcome: My husband came home after his poker night and the first thing he said to me was that he fell in love with me all over again. I know that to some it might not seem like anything important, but my husband is an extremely closed human being. He is not the type to start talking about love or his feelings. EVER. I won't even ask how it works, but I just know that it works. My advice to anyone who is trying neurographica with Zulfiya is this: Trust the process and be very aware of every thought and every change that comes up afterwards.